Sitting at Kabul airport on my way to England, two weeks of
Afghanistan behind me, memories to last a lifetime.
Kabul moves on. The concrete walls may grow higher, the road
blocks may spread their tentacles further, the ring of steel may hold up the
irrepressible traffic, but like water to a riverbed, the Afghans find their way
through. Businesses continue to spring up and change continues its relentless
march.
I notice an Apple store, shopping malls, fast food shops,
pizza delivery bikes, more women than before with faces uncovered. Giant billboards depict flawless, unveiled
women or smiling dentists in immaculate kit, their patients with gleaming white
teeth and shiny new braces.
But poverty outpaces change. Beggars tap on the windows of
our armour-plated vehicles, which prevent even the softest hearts from leaning
out and giving. There is no safety net here. The disabled propel themselves
between the cars on handmade carts, desperately trying to attract attention and
money, courting death in the choking fumes midst the angry wheels of uncaring
traffic. Young girls in dust worn
scarves, cheated of childhood and school, clutch plastic bags of rubbish as
they pick their way through Kabul’s detritus.
The streets of Shar-I Nau buzz with life, its vibrancy
palpable. Young men, their faces veiled in smoke and shiny with sweat, fan glowing
coals under sizzling Kabuli kebabs. Fish strung outside crowded stalls catch
the light with rainbow scales and scents of spicy street food and sticky sweets
fresh from bubbling cauldrons, fill the air. The leafy park has swings and
slides, and trees which have born witness to years of conflict and now a tense
peace, cast their shade over wooden benches where weary residents rest. The cinema,
once derelict is now back in use. I hear it attracts few people, and mostly
truant kids, because there are so many movie channels on TV, that people don’t
need to go out.
The pollution claims as many lives as the conflict. Traffic
is often at a standstill and the miracle is how it moves at all, often with no
reason or order, vehicles just weave in and out of each other in every
direction, hooting their way to freedom.
Kabul is one of the most dangerous cities in the world and
the concrete walls and endless hesco almost feed the fear. The barriers are
thicker, the sniper shields higher and yet after a while, it becomes a norm and
the harsh backdrop becomes just that, a background to a city which refuses to
give in.
Takhar
The sun shone over Kabul City as we boarded the UNHAS flight
which, like a bus, stopped at Mazar-i-Sharif, Kunduz and finally, Faizabad. As
we flew over Kabul, the city stretched out like a vast old carpet, worn and
faded until it reached the snow covered incisors of the Hindu Kush. It has been
a harsh winter and just a few shards of silver rock face emerge from the
dazzling layers of snow. The snow promises water and the water is a gift to a
city in a land which has been too long parched in a relentless drought.
Faizabad holds a special place in my heart having been the
first place I landed back in 2001 on an adventure that would shape the years to
come. After the pollution of Kabul, those first steps into the crystal light are
cleansing and powerful. Spring is emerging from winter and the fields and hills
are cloaked in camouflage as the vivid green wheat emerges from the copper
soil. Some years it fails, responding only to the gift of water, which has
proved elusive recently, leading to untold suffering and displacement through
drought.
I am back. I feel so at home in these areas, have so many
years of memories, know each turn of the road. Our drivers have been with me
almost from the start and it is good to be re-united. Like an old familiar
record played over and over, but which never ceases to please, nuanced changes
and new observations, giving colour to the past.
We reach Farkhar and there we meet our school consultants in
a strange garden full of street lamps and plants, plastic pagodas and streams.
We eat fresh trout from the Kocha River and enjoy our reunion before heading on
to Worsaj.
The mud brick houses and adobe walls are there as ever, the
terraced fields and the wooden ploughs drawn by oxen. A timeless scene and yet
new life is springing up. Things are changing. There are more buildings emerging
along the way. New or half built mosques are in every village and sometimes
more than one. There is a vocational training centre and an agricultural
college, a brand new petrol station and bright blue schools, largely built by
AC, standing proud against the backdrop of mountains.
As the light fades, we are taken to a village house for the
night. And there I see the most dramatic change of all. Usually we are in
simple village houses, very clean, but very basic. This house is a palace!
Instead of the usual thick wooden gate, elaborately carved and beautiful in its
defence, the wall and gate are metal and the old door lies redundant in the
garden. The house is concrete and of modern design and we enter through a hall
bedecked with oversized and incongruous armchairs. The electricity is dazzling
and in the men’s quarters I glimpse a huge smart TV on the wall and an equally
large electric fire. There is a shower, hot and cold water in the house, a
washing machine. I feel almost confused by the surprise of what I find. The
house is owned by a family whose mother is illiterate, the children educated.
One son is in the Ministry of Defence, a daughter is employed as an education
field officer, and another son is at Kabul University. They have all been
educated in schools supported by AC. Money is coming back to the village.
I am ushered into the women’s quarters and spend a
delightful evening with many of the village women. One is the headmistress of
my favourite Worsaj School. I am happy to hear about all the changes afoot in
Worsaj. I ask her if she would mind being filmed the next day for an interview.
I am very disappointed when she makes the excuse that she is heavily pregnant
and having a bit of pain, but somewhat humbled when she gives birth that night!
Our first morning, we head to a school we built back in
2013. The sun is coming up over the mountains and the almond blossom is in full
bloom and stretches as far as the eye can see, creating a carpet of lace clouds
in the softest candyfloss pink and white. The stark beauty of this area never
fails to astonish and remains a secret from the outside world.
The school is on the valley floor and as we park directly
above, we can see the columns of children waiting to greet us. As we get
closer, we see they are holding banners and flowers. The banners have splendid
messages on….everything from we love you
Dr Sarah, to thank you for your
humanitarian aid and Welcome we are happy to host you!
Someone has been very busy.
This school when we first visited, was held outside under
the trees. Most girls were dropping out of school at the end of primary level because
of the lack of a building and female teachers. This time, I go into classrooms which
have been kept immaculate and am struck by a huge transformation. The girls in
the upper grades are sitting there, their faces uncovered, all asking to tell
their story. We have an Afghan camera man with us. The first girl we interview
has already graduated from the school and tells us it is only because of the
school building that she was able to complete her studies. Before her parents
would not allow her to go to school. She is from a large family and both her
parents are illiterate. She got into the Medical faculty at Kabul University to
study Public Health. She is full of hope for the future and she fills me with a
similar hope. This is the new, literate generation, completing school, marrying
later and having fewer children, a generation determined to serve their country
and bring an end to the conflict, their dream, a peaceful Afghanistan.
The girls tell us what they want to do with their lives and
dream of being doctors, engineers and pilots, determination etched on their
young faces.
The teachers and elders, including the head of the Shura and
the local Mullah, are all waiting for us in the meeting room, sitting on red
carpets, their faces intense. They thank us for all we have done. The school
has revolutionised opportunities for the families in these villages, giving the
chance for girls to complete their education. The Mullah speaks and tells us
that he preaches that all children should be educated and all his sons and
daughters are at school. He sees education as the light of the future.
Everywhere we go we are smothered in garlands of flowers and scattered with bags of glitter. And we are fed. The hospitality knows no bounds. I fear the population of sheep, partridge and chicken has been severely dented. You cannot visit a school or a home without a huge feast being laid out on the floor and many hands have been at work to provide this generosity. The problem is that it limits the time we have for visiting schools and by the end of each day, I am exhausted from the rushing from school to school.
The evenings are spent in long discussion with
the village women, who give me a privileged insight into their lives and the
dramatic changes unfolding through education. These are moments to treasure,
huddled on the floor, sharing plates of steaming food, cooked with love,
grannies, mothers and children together, the soft babble of voices never
silent. Sleep is sparse and privacy a forgotten privilege.
We spend the days visiting new school buildings and resource
centres with labs, computers and libraries and community based schools, where
previously there was no education at all-the rich results of years of
fundraising and the remarkable generosity of donors. We interview community
members, parents, teachers and students and collect a catalogue bearing witness
both to the miracle of education and to the challenges of unemployment and
poverty. It is hard to describe the immense joy I feel when I hear of the
positive changes our support has brought and it is clear that the community
holds us close to their hearts and values hugely what we have done.
The change is rather symbolically summed up for us as we
leave the beautiful valleys of Worsaj and head for Farkhar. We stop to interview
a farmer who is expertly guiding his oxen, ploughing a field with an old wooden
plough just in front of a new school building. He tells us that he is
illiterate and never had the opportunity to go to school. All his 8 children
attend or have attended the first school we ever built in this region, back in
2007. He thanks us and says we have changed their lives and given them all hope
for a better future, they will not have to suffer a harsh life like his.
As we head to Farkhar the clouds darken and unleash their
burden of rain. The cars struggle
through river beds and slippery mud and I
marvel that we have managed to build schools in these impossibly remote areas.
It is Friday and in theory, the schools are closed. We have asked one school if
we can do a few interviews and see the new Resource Centre, built by National
Geographic and equipped with funding from the UK government. As we walk the
last bit of the journey, jumping over the snowmelt and rain filled gullies, we
see a bedraggled line of children, all holding garlands awaiting our arrival. They have all come despite it being Friday and the welcome is overwhelming. I love this school. They keep it beautifully and have done so much extra work themselves to the school we have built. The doorways and window frames have all been beautifully carved and it is lovingly cared for.
We meet with Fahima, the first girl ever to graduate from
school in this area. She was the girl I met a few years back and was so
impressed by her ambition to be the first ever girl to complete her education.
When I saw her last year, she was in despair as the Grade 12 class, her final
year, had been cancelled by the government. I went to the provincial education
the house, so that she can teach illiterate women in the village.
The harsh reality is that most of the girls drop out of this
school early because there are no female teachers and most of the boys are sent,
aged 16-18 to Iran to work on construction sites. We all think about the
barriers to girls’ education, but where we are working, more boys than girls
are dropping out because they are so poor, they have to seek work to support
their families. One boy told us of the terror of going to Iran, the beatings,
the police, the abject fear.
Trump and his sanctions have had a devastating impact on
income in these villages. Now there is no work in Iran, and as one villager put
it, the sanctions on Iran are actually sanctions on Afghanistan too.
We reach Taloqan as the thunder and lightning crash around
us and the irony is that having had electricity in the rural areas, we have
none in the city. It is bleak and the rain pounds the iron sheet roof all
night. I don’t feel as relaxed as I do in the villages. This is an unknown
place, lacking the warmth of the villages I know so well and where I feel so
safe. My room is a safe room, with thick steel grey shutters and a 6 inch steel
door, with a massive bolt that I draw across just once, when my nerves fail me
and I think I hear a gun shot, which is most likely just an innocent noise. As
I lie in bed with my torch, feeling a little homesick and not really relishing
my stay in this Northern city, I also realise that we are unlikely to reach
Rustaq next day. The rain just won’t stop. The main road – a good tarmac route-
has been taken over by Taliban and so we would have to travel by another way,
and one which is all off road and subject to landslides and flooding.
We set out next morning but are forced to turn around as the
way is just too dangerous. By evening, the sun is out and the sky is bright
blue over the snowy mountains. I have hope that we will at least reach Rustaq
the next day, though sadly we have lost a day of school visits.
My journey to Rustaq is breathtaking. The rain has fed the
landscape and the response is a patchwork of vivid greens against the vast
white mountains. The views are eternal. Villages cling to the hills, flocks of
goats caked in mud interrupt our route. It is wild and dramatic, with great
sheer drops below the muddy track. I am certain we would not have made it the
day before. We are well shaken by the time we reach the first school. This was
funded by Euromoney and is a wonderful school in a remote community which now
has girls attending school for the first time.
The next school is supposedly 5 minutes away. 1 hour of bone
shaking journey up old river beds later, we arrive. The whole community has
come out. A line of elders is waiting for me and I greet them all, looking at
their faces which have been exposed to so much sun, snow, drought, labour, conflict, poverty. Their histories are
etched in those faces. It is at times like these that one wonders how one ever
arrived at this moment, the hopes of so many people in such a remote and
forgotten corner of our world resting upon
your visit. They want a school. They
all sit on a mat in front of me and talk to me, the camera recording them,
telling me that they want to educate their children but desperately need our
support with a building. But there are 700-800 children and this would be a
vast project.
How do we decide, what do we prioritise, how can we say no,
or yes? A hundred questions fill my mind and I do as I always do, say I understand,
say I cannot promise anything, say I will do my best.
There is a request for me to meet the women of the village.
They are huddled in burkas and I
cannot see their faces. They hold my hand and
pull me close and I hug them, trying to look into their eyes through the grills
of their burkas, trying to connect, trying to show that I care. They are
illiterate and want a better life for their children. They put garlands over my
head and thank me for coming all this way.
Then there is the inevitable and obligatory lunch and the
realisation that we will never reach the next school on time and still manage
to get back before dark. I make the uncomfortable and frustrating decision to
turn back, meaning we will not get to the school I most wanted to visit. I know
they will be standing there in lines, excited that we are coming and I feel
utterly miserable to let them down, but absolutely sure that we must return. I
curse the Taliban for taking the road which could have given us a much easier
journey and led us to all the schools.
Cricket
It is the most incredible achievement that Afghanistan will
be playing in the Cricket World Cup this year and we want to share the joy and
celebration with young people in Afghanistan. Whilst I had been travelling in
the villages, our partner, the Afghan Youth Cricket Support Organisation, led
by former Captain of Afghanistan, Raees Ahmadzai, had rolled out our world cup
celebration projects in East Afghanistan.
The first project was for 6 teams from schools where we have
built pitches who came together and played a tournament in Jalalabad and the
winner then came to play a final in Kabul. Very sadly, the Kabul venue was
moved from the National Stadium, as they were re-turfing the pitch and the new
venue was off limits for me for security reasons. So I sent my camera along
with our film crew and was delighted to see the joyful photos after the match.
The power of sport!
I am nearly home now, just 2 hours from Heathrow and those Takhar
villages already seem a lifetime away. It has been a very special visit and as
ever, it is a privilege to be able to travel to those regions and I am indebted
to our partner, the Swedish Committee for Afghanistan.
The progress in Worsaj is dramatic and it is clear that by
concentrating all our efforts on this one district, we have made a
transformative impact. It demonstrates the possibility, the hope, the absolute
positive outcome of education and all our efforts have born fruit and are
helping the people to take a giant step towards a better future. Rustaq remains a vast challenge. It is a
very large district, with more than 20,000 children out of school. The
population faces poverty, drought and the emergence of the Taliban. Education
is vital and there is no time to waste.